i think i've given up on reaching out and showing consideration to certain people who never really reciprocate. there are other people who reciprocate much more.

8 days left in barcelona. i got so nervous about how little time i have left that i planned out my last few days some what. i'm not looking forward to the flight back, remotely. 8 hour flight with a 12 hour delay from 9:30 PM to 9:30 AM in london. i'm taking a bus to the airport tomorrow morning to negotiate a better flight from barcelona to london. otherwise, i have to sleep on my luggage and pretend to enjoy reading the architecture textbook i brought with me.

what does one do with 16 hours of sitting in the same place. the most i can do is read and draw. they better have good movies on the plane. and i better have an aisle or window seat this time.