on very rare occasions i worry. about realizing that i'm really not that capable. maybe i've reached my capacity. maybe i don't really care as much as i want myself to care... i dont think i'm taking advantage of college. i want to leave here satisfied and productive. is it because i'm at new college or because i'm being lazy? i'm not entirely sure but i mostly blame my bad habits.
in other news, i had a delirious dream that i hung out with rohrbacher and matt lewis was nice to me (a rare occurrence) and that i drove in rohrbachers car and he had this weird tv attachment in his car with mutli screens. he was also really nice and let me nap in his office. i was also for some reason wearing an unbuttoned shirt and a sports bra when i was talking to matt lewis and we were in a dorm common space that looks like a really common dorm in most colleges. also the lights were off and these two other guys were there moving shit and cracking jokes but i was just talking to matt lewis. i can't remember many details but it was a bizarre dream because both matt lewis and rohrbacher were nice today.
conclusion: i can tell the future in my dreams.
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