i only have cool dreams when i nap. i only feel rested when i have cool dreams. DIAGNOSIS-- i will only get my sleep from a series of naps. how long this will last, i'm not entirely sure. but if i should get a few decent pages of dreams written out of it, i'll be pleased. otherwise, holyshit i have a lot of work to do lately. my first sculpture piece is turning out alright, i'm glad i'm practicing because it makes me feel like i'm getting better at just imagining forms in my head.
i'm expecting to come into some money soon from work and other things so my poor streak may be put to rest. i'm also looking forward to going to Miami again this weekend and having a really cheesy sleepover at analeah's on friday, haha. Otherwise, i need to be more studious because my current work habits are kicking my ass. first latin test on friday and i have no clue how prepared i am... but all is well because i have an ostensibly reliable memory. also, my streak of interminable malaise passed as expected and i'm feeling pretty contenta. i've also begun turning a bunch of short phrases that i've written down in the past into songs with pretty simple melodies on my guitar. i think because the phrases always reflected with brevity something i felt really intensely i really enjoy playing it.
simultaneous to all this i've also been lusting for some affection and it's pretty unfortunate not having someone, but, so long as the day of excusable public displays of affection is past, i manage to put it out of my mind. on an entirely unrelated note, i'm really glad i met david. somehow being around him makes me feel really at ease and happy. also, casey. and pete. and all of the great people i'm meeting.
i guess i'm finally really happy about being at new college because even if some people are elitist, there is still a more dense part of student body that is approachable and worth knowing.
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