we went camping, but didn't get to canoe. i'm looking forward to seeing sewn leather on wednesday and getting through with another week. i wish i had money to develop my film but i forgot to turn in my hours on time so that's two weeks of being broke. Taking a semester or maybe a year off is sounding really appealing to me. I'm thinking if I can set up a way to travel and earn some money then I'll make it happen. Maybe doing some volunteering at an organic farm this summer, learn some trade and get housed for working on the farm. also, i've realized the link between mysanthropy and inadequacy. But i'm learning new ways to appreciate things and i'm taking more things into my own control. i'll obsess personally, intimately and incessantly and i'll grow.