i haven't been able to eat a full meal since saturday. And even before then i wasn't eating regular meals because of my sleep cycle. i feel a little nauseous right now as if i were hungry, but the thought of eating makes me more nauseous. i'm told it sounds like an ulcer but i'm hoping it's not. being back at New College is strange. i have only two months left and i don't feel like working on anything. cigarettes are getting taxed pretty heavily, so that's the end of my smoking career. i think i'll enjoy this summer a lot. i'll be trying my hardest to get out of miami as often as possible. Ultra was surprisingly fun. Although it's not really my scene, the few bands that did play were great to experience live.

it's a shame i can't just travel and go to shows all the time. i hope i have enough money to see animal collective & cursive.