having a lot weird thoughts about femininity that are disrupting my usual thought processes. i can't escape this very real fact that i have a difficult time understanding or getting along with girls. not sure on which side the struggle falls, mine or theirs. do you think it's as arbitrary and ambiguous to accept or understand masculinity? even people that seem to accept femininity don't really seem to understand it, or doubt it.


wish i knew some big words in czech so could talk to someone about this over beers. amerika in 4 days, it seems.