over the past 2 or 3 weeks i've had several people come up to me and ask me: "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? I NEVER SEE YOU!" I wish I had a voluntary gag reflex so i could vomit on the spot. You never see me because you never talk to me, now go away. I hate this place. I don't understand what I'm doing here. I've never felt more paranoid than I do in college. Most of the people I do trust (all 2 or 3 of them) are either in a different state or not really the kind of people I can hang around with all the time. In fact, as sweet as they are they get kind of boring in large doses.

i guess this means i'm using this blogwaste again.