how honest

i guess in some people's minds a half-hearted wave substitutes any real interaction.
maybe it's normal, but with you i care too much.

naps need to work their way back into my life, i'm a zombie without them. and the surprisingly lightness and oscillation i feel between pleased or indifferent is so new for me. my usual dose of cynicism is reserved for dialogue and i've laughed more in the past month than i did all summer. i can't explain it, but i've been feeling more and more affectionate towards my friends. little did i know my shitty goth roommate was the source of all my depression last year, ha. i actually wouldn't be surprised if that were true.

i should write my social theory paper. someone should give me a job soon. i'm looking holocaust-y.